Seasons

Monday, 01. March 2010 by Dan Ryan

I don’t get people who desire to migrate to Arizona or Florida.

I’m not saying they’re wrong or I’m right, mind you. It’s a simple matter of personal preference, and as for me, I need my seasons. I love the snow. I love those first warm, melty days of spring. I love the variety.
And I love Lent, I really do.

I daresay I think it’s my favorite time of year. In fact, I’m lightheartedly considering starting a grass roots campaign to make Lent the 5th season. After all, we mostly spend these 40 days confused about whether it’s winter or spring anyway, so why not?

Some of you are more familiar with Lent than others. Basically, it’s a 40-day time for us to re-anchor ourselves to some simple, yet highly elusive truths of our faith. Lent culminates with the celebration of Holy Week and Easter, and to realize that the God of the universe paid the ultimate price for you and me is indeed cause for some serious celebration.

Anyhow, this got me thinking: why did God give us the seasons anyway? A couple weeks back, I asked Him and felt like He at least gave me a partial answer.

Reason #1: the seasons are the same.

“As long as the earth endures, seedtime and harvest, cold and heat, summer and winter, day and night will never cease.”   —Genesis 8:22

The seasons are cyclical creatures. Winter, spring, summer, fall…and then we do it all over again. The 4 seasons provide a certain constancy to each year.

Don’t doubt for a second that God was extremely strategic about this. In the seasons, God acknowledges our human need to return to things. Our discipleship is no exception.

Lent acts as a 40-day reminder that our God went first…in every way imaginable. He loved us into existence with Him, He forgave us before we could even ask, He initiates everything about our relationship. And when we struggle with these truths, God offers an annual reminder every spring. Lent is His mild-weathered invitation to revisit these mysteries, to re-own them.

I don’t know about you, but this whole notion that Jesus actually died so that I could be with Him and we can hang out forever—this is just not automatic for me. I mean, He couldn’t possibly pay a bigger price or give up anything else. Jesus held nothing back. Unfathomable. This is bizarre, it’s not normal, and it defies reason. I need to consistently return to this truth, and Lent gives me a season to do just that.

Reason #2: the seasons are the same, yet different.

Yes, the seasons follow the same sequence, year after calendar year. But no spring is identical to any other spring. God has a cruel sense of humor about this, too. For years, my mom has nagged me about getting air conditioning installed in my home. Finally, last May, she asked me to do this for her birthday; so I caved. The new system was installed in early June, roughly about the time God decided to give us the coolest summer I can ever remember (I believe I ran the AC twice, and one of those was just to make sure it worked!). 

“And God said, ‘Let there be lights in the expanse of the sky to separate the day from the night, and let them serve as signs to mark the seasons and days and years.’ ” –Genesis 1:14

So how will your experience of Lent be extraordinary this spring? Will it? You know, the decisive ingredient in this whole equation happens to be reading this sentence right now. Make this a different Lent—somehow, someway. Not so much for Jesus’ sake, but for your own.

Lent 2010: the same, but hopefully different.

Bread-Giver

Monday, 01. February 2010 by Dan Ryan

This question may sound weird, but what do you think of God?

Seriously. I’m not talking about what you’re supposed to think. Nor am I talking about what you want to think. I’m not even talking about what you think you think. I’m talking about what you actually, deeply think of this God, no matter how frightening that may be.

We’ll revisit this in a minute. First, do any of the following describe you?

* Inner peace has proven to be elusive
* You wrestle with unfulfilled dreams, unmet desires or imperfect relationships
* You struggle to explain wrong turns in your past—they seem like pointless detours

If so, read on. If not, well…read on anyway. Let’s start in the beginning: in Genesis, the leadoff book of God’s scriptures, we find Joseph. This is a guy who certainly battled with these aforementioned issues as he lived one topsy-turvy life.

If anyone in the Bible lived a story which lends itself to a Broadway production, then it’s Joseph, hands-down. Here’s a guy who was sold into slavery by his own brothers. His new owners abruptly uprooted Joseph to another continent. And just when Joseph finally seems to catch a break, he’s falsely imprisoned by his boss—his crime was loyalty—and serves a jail sentence for a couple years.

At this point, Joseph and karma are probably not on speaking terms.

But he perseveres, is freed and experiences a dramatic climb to the top of Egyptian government. Years later, Joseph is unexpectedly reunited with the same brothers who betrayed him. After all these years, they don’t recognize Joseph. Now ironically enough, they are in dire need of his help. I’m not sure what I would say to them, but it would not have been this:

“And now, do not be distressed with yourselves for selling me here, because it was to save lives that God sent me ahead of you.” —Genesis 45:5

Are you kidding me?! Who reacts that way? Where is Joseph finding the strength and perspective which fuel such a response? Because I want some of that.

Here’s where I would argue this is not so much an indication of what Joseph thinks of his brothers. Rather, Joseph’s response is a direct, unfiltered reflection of what he really thinks of our God. Through all these years and wrong turns, Joseph seems to be deeply in tune with an invisible Father who only has Joseph’s best interests in mind.

Shameless Plug of the Week: I listen to a fair amount of podcasts. I’ve heard some good ones and even some great ones. I’m not sure there’s a category for one I heard this week, unless “ya-gotta-hear-this” is one. Other than that, I cannot describe how impactful I found it. Do yourself a favor—for you, not me. Carve out 30 minutes some night, go to http://www.marshill.org and listen to Rob Bell’s message under the title “Ask, Seek, Knock.” Rob takes a frustrating passage (“Ask and it will be given to you…”) from Matthew 7 and unpacks how I believe God intended for us to read it all along.

2 quick points about this verse and how it ties into what we honestly think of God.

Point #1: Are you truly asking? If you are sincerely asking, Bell explains, then you are giving God the right to say no. Otherwise, our “requests” are really nothing more than a bunch of veiled demand and nicely-worded ultimatums, aren’t they?

“Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask Him!” —Matthew 7:9-12

Here again, this is Jesus basically asking, “So what do you really think of my Father?”

Point #2: In this passage, notice Jesus never says that if we ask our Father for a fish, He will give us the fish.

For obvious reasons. Because sometimes my desires just do not lead to what’s best for me. I am not interested in a God who gives me whatever I want—that would be dangerous at best. Instead, I want to follow a God who’s a bigger fan of me than I am. I want to follow a God who relentlessly chases after what’s best for me, especially when that means denying me what I want. I only want to follow a God who loves me more than I do.

Does that describe your God? Is that what you think of Him?

If you were to ask your God to spend the afternoon together, do you believe He would show up (bread) or ditch you (stone)? If you were to trust Him with your future, would He give you the best (fish) or offer a blueprint for a lesser life (snake)? Depends on what you think of Him, I suppose.

I hope you come to re-anchor yourself to the true identity of our God as a bread-giving Father. Take inventory of all the bread in your life—from crumbs to loaves. Then decide for yourself whether He really is a bread-giving God, one whose track record shows He has earned your trust.

“But you would be fed with the finest of wheat; with honey from the rock I would satisfy you.” —Psalm 81:16

Not just any bread—the finest of wheat. Only the very best for His kid.

Back Seat Driver

Monday, 18. January 2010 by Ronald T. Brown, Ph.D.

Just this morning, I got lost on my way to pick up my friend Scott. In my defense, I’ve only lived in Champaign for 12 years. To compound matters, as we were making our way downtown, I took a wrong turn again. There’s something to be said for consistency.

As we toured greater Champaign, Scott was far too gracious to point out any of my errors. For one of the first times in my life, I caught myself wishing he’d been a backseat driver and saved me from taking the embarrassingly long route into town.

So maybe backseat drivers get a bum rap after all.

I’ve got to share a little of the magic I’ve recently reaped just from allowing God to gradually move from the back seat to the passenger seat to the driver’s seat. Mind you, this is nothing if not an ongoing process, one which started in late December with a persistent whisper:

“You are not your own; you were bought at a price.” –1st Corinthians 6:19-20

I am not my own. Some decisions are not mine to make; in fact, Someone else has earned the right to make them for me.

Inside each of us, there is this intricate game of tug-of-war going on, where this notion (that I am God’s and not my own) strangely co-exists with the concept of free will. On the surface, God might come off as oppressive. But in the last couple weeks, as I have oh-so-gradually applied this truth to more areas of my life, I’ve found this as liberating as it is effective.

Let’s get practical. Based on the Scripture above, I’ll share 2 ways God has literally changed my life in the past few weeks:

1) This discovery—that I am God’s, and that my life is His, too—has proven to be a phenomenal weapon against temptation.

Satan likes to delude us into thinking we have the power to make the call. And sometimes, that’s all the wiggle room our minds need to make a destructive choice. To lust after someone, I don’t have the right to even consider that option—the decision’s been made for me. That’s so liberating. Do I keep eating out of pure desire, or do I back away and eat rather out of necessity? Suddenly, it’s not my call to make.

“And He died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for Him who died for them and was raised again.” - 2nd Corinthians 5:15

I don’t believe it was hubris which blocked me from previously taking advantage of this weapon; no, it was more ignorance than arrogance. I didn’t realize this other-worldly power which is crammed into the simple realization that I am God’s. My life is His, not my own.

2) Coming to grips with the reality that I am His and not my own has allowed me to embrace the present.

Unlike previously, I haven’t been nearly as consumed by unfulfilled dreams or unmet desires. I would say those desires are all still there, they haven’t changed.

They just don’t matter as much.

“I know, O Lord, that a man’s life is not his own; it is not for man to direct his steps.” - Jeremiah 10:23

When I’m living for Dan, coping with unrealized ambitions can be a painful process. But when I’m actually living for Jesus, then it’s simply not the biggest deal in the world anymore. Jesus’ desires trump mine; His purposes cut past mine to the front of the line. Again, it’s extremely freeing.

“For none of us lives to himself alone and none of us dies to himself alone. If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. So, whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord.”  - Romans 14:7-8

I’m really learning what it feels like to die to one’s self and live for God instead. And I gotta tell you—it feels an awful lot like a reception, not a funeral.

I pray each of you has enjoyed the peace which Jesus has blessed me with lately. It’s a tidal wave that has rushed into every area of my life.
Sorry—His life.

The Magnificant Mile

Thursday, 31. December 2009 by Dan Ryan

The Magnificent Mile was living up to its hype.

Amazingly enough, I’d never been here during the Christmas season. Despite having grown up 35 minutes from Chicago, I’d never been down Michigan Avenue when this shoppers’ haven is famously lit up for the holidays. One never notices how many trees actually call downtown Chicago home until they are strewn with white Christmas lights.

As my friend Ben and I power-walked north over the Chicago River and toward Water Tower Place, there was little doubt I was a fish out of water. I’m not much of a shopper, and even when I am, I never frequent the high-end stores which make up the Magnificent Mile. For a native Illinoisan, I sure felt like a tourist. Even out of my element, however, I was soaking up my first Michigan Avenue shopping experience and the festive spirit.

As we scurried to catch a bus back to Ben’s place, I saw the silhouette of a man on crutches. As we fast approached him and he came more into focus, I could see he was gingerly inching his way across an intersection, slowly sliding across the pavement almost as if he were cross-country skiing. Closer still, I noticed that he was wearing magazines for shoes and small plastic bags for socks.

That he was trying to get across Michigan Avenue made the contrast heart-wrenching. As Ben and I sped by this man, my heart silently sank. We barely made our bus, but whatever. I didn’t say a word. I didn’t do anything, to be painfully accurate.

The next morning, I wrote about this in my journal. I remember asking, “What do you want me to do, God?” A week removed from that experience, honestly, I’m not sure if that was a stupid question, a cop-out, both or neither. Not 3 days later, I was catching up on my Bible-reading and found myself face-first with the following reminder:

“He has showed you, O man, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God.” —Micah 6:8

“What do I want you to do, Dan? Here’s your answer.”

The God I’m getting to know, He’s not particular about where we’re at, what our day job is or even how long our to-do list happens to be. He’s really not. Rather, as long as we’re busy going about these 3 things, He’s quite happy to let us fill in the details. I don’t know about you, but I feel I need to unpack these 3 missions, for my own sake. If you’d like to do that together, by all means, read any or all of these three:

1)    Act justly
Micah’s contemporary, a guy named Isaiah, urges us to seek justice, to learn to do right, etc. Isaiah paints this very active, learn-by-doing approach to creating equality. What are you and I doing to bring justice to our corners of the world? Anything? If not, we need to at least be taking baby steps toward that very goal.

2)    Love mercy.
I’ve never really thought about this one until I started typing the words you’re reading now. The prophet Hosea interestingly equates loving mercy to acknowledging God. So if we believe in God and claim to know Him, we are acknowledging a Being who unfairly wipes our slate clean…

Not so the cycle ends there, but so we might do the same for others. For their sake and ours. I need to learn to LOVE to pay God’s mercy forward.

3)    Walk humbly with your God.
Do you regularly hang out with God? Does your lifestyle reflect His reality? Or would a bystander possibly conclude you follow a cartoon God, someone you don’t actually believe in? Because nobody would bother to spend time with a fictitious God, right? Tough questions with equally tough answers. And that’s just the walking part, let alone doing so humbly.

God equates humility with a responsive heart. Somewhere, we make the commitment to receive our marching orders from Someone other than ourselves. In other words, we know our role. We follow through on the impulses the Spirit places in our soul today, not worrying about tomorrow until it arrives.

I think back to that Friday night in the Loop. I didn’t do anything, and I’m certain I regret that more than if I had. Each of us will always have excuses—good ones, bad ones, and everywhere in between. But my mind is starting to shift in a scary direction:

What if it’s not that I don’t know what God wants me to do? What if the real issue is I just don’t care to do it?

Granted, this is complicated. I’m not getting the vibe that these are competing possibilities, that it’s an exclusively either-or proposition. I’m confident the truth carries a little of both.
But after my run-in with Jesus on Michigan Avenue, I now believe more than ever in a God who will give me repeated chances to a) learn to spread justice by actually doing it, b) leap at the chance to offer mercy rather than to begrudgingly do so, and c) to simply hang with Jesus, giving Him the chance to lead me into a fuller life.

Wrapping Paper

Thursday, 24. December 2009 by Dan Ryan

Wrapping paper and I have a love-hate relationship.

I love wrapping paper. When I was little, wrapping paper was this tantalizing barrier, blocking me from the identity of the latest mystery gift to be placed under the tree. No doubt about it, wrapping paper creates intrigue. It creates anticipation. And isn’t that a major ingredient of the holiday season?

Remember when you were 8 years old and would struggle mightily to fall asleep on Christmas Eve? One year, I recall sneaking downstairs and planting myself behind the couch, determined to wait for Santa to appear. I wanted to be there when the reindeer landed on our roof; I wanted to personally hand him the plate of cookies. Somehow, I woke up in bed the next morning, only to take off downstairs.

Almost without exception, each year I was the first one to the tree each Christmas morning. Now, however, that process seems to be inverting itself: first to bed, struggle to get up.

Wrapping paper speaks to our need to guard our anticipation, to protect the intrigue of the Christmas season. To be blunt, I don’t think we do that. We need—yes, need—to follow Mary’s example and become purposeful about setting aside time to do this.

While the shepherds were bustling about the countryside, while the magi were bringing gifts—right in the middle of this whirlwind of newness and activity engulfing a new teen mom, Mary’s reaction is pretty suggestive:

“But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart.” –Luke 2:19

The original word used for treasured was “suntereo,” which translates “to preserve, keep safe and keep close.” You probably guessed as much. But suntereo also carries the connotation of preserving these things together, with something or someone.

I’m betting Mary did a lot of this treasuring with Jesus close by.

And if…if you really believe this baby grew into who He said He was, then it isn’t far-fetched for us to be able to do the same: treasure these things with Jesus close by.

Back to wrapping paper (seamless transition, huh?). I hate wrapping paper. There are downsides to wrapping paper. This is probably the guy in me speaking, but I have never really seen a great need for wrapping paper. Let me get this straight: I’m supposed to painstakingly wraps a gift so my nephew can ravenously tear apart my handiwork to get to what he’s really wanted the whole time?

If we were to downsize Christmas—not a bad proposition—wouldn’t wrapping paper be the first to go? I refuse to part with Christmas lights, egg nog or the music. But wrapping paper? So disposable. Seen through this lens, I view wrapping paper as the tonsils of the Christmas season—nice, but not really needed.

Maybe it’s been said too many times for us to take notice, but may you take the time needed to build a child-like anticipation for December 25th. But when that morning arrives, may you tear past all of the traditions that have been wrapped around this season over the decades. May you rip through to the purposeful gift, one so mysteriously beautiful that it defies reason.

And may you have an extraordinary, peace-filled, blessed and merry Christmas.

The Thankful Leader

Tuesday, 24. November 2009 by Ronald T. Brown, Ph.D.

“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.  And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” ~ Philippians 4:6-7

Karl Barth, a twentieth-century theologian wrote, “God is not deaf, He listens; more than that, He acts.  And He does not act in the same way whether we pray or not.  Prayer exerts an influence upon God’s action – that is what the word ‘answer’ means.  The fact is, God yields to our petitions.”

The Apostle Paul knew this.  That is why he tells us to not be anxious. Instead, we are to pray and petition God with a thankful heart.  Why?  Because we are coming to our Heavenly Father - who loves us, cares for us, is all powerful, and promised to work out everything according to His good will.

This Thanksgiving, let us remember the privilege we all have to petition God regarding our own needs - and regarding the needs of those we care about.  And then, let us be quick to thank Him for both this privilege… and for His answers.

** And, while we are on the topic – Thank you for visiting this Blog every once and awhile!  It is much appreciated.

Swine Flu

Monday, 23. November 2009 by Dan Ryan

They are 2 words that strike fear in the hearts of many Americans: swine flu.

Last week, the Associated Press reported that 22 million Americans have been infected by the virus. Closer to home, I noticed the swine flu affecting my classroom. By the end of the week, I had a growing stack of papers from students returning to school after 4-5 day absences. I simply referred to it as “my H1N1 pile.”

On Wednesday, our students had the opportunity to be vaccinated. I say opportunity because there has been some controversy/concern over the H1N1 vaccine. I have heard from a couple people who had healthily sidestepped the whole swine flu epidemic—until they received the vaccine, that is.

Do you realize how a vaccine works? You are actually injected with a small strain of the H1N1 virus in hopes that your body responds by developing the antibodies needed to fight off such a virus. Thus, your body builds an immunity to the swine flu in case you encounter the virus down the road. 

Some people swear by flu shots; others adamantly oppose them. Personally, I’ve never gotten a flu shot of any kind, H1N1 or otherwise. I’ve always been a little leery of the thought of injecting myself with the very virus I’m trying to avoid.

I wish I lived with the same caution when it comes to sin.

I don’t know if you’re like me in this regard. We are all annoyingly skilled in the art of rationalization, aren’t we? You convince yourself that you won’t be entangled by something, that it’s just one time or that it won’t hurt anyone, etc., etc. Oh, we are skilled at spinning the ol’ excuse wheel.

Have you ever been guilty of the vaccination approach—to test a sin just to prove you can walk away from it? I’ve been guilty of trying to vaccinate myself from further sin. There’s only one flaw in my otherwise flawless plan: sin does not work like a vaccine. Not even close.

I’ve made a simple conclusion: sin is usually a fertile breeding ground for more sin. I have no proof for you…other than pretty much every time I’ve ever chosen to dance with sin. For example, lie once and you’ll find it’s much easier to lie.

Big or small, public or private, once an hour or once a year—none of that seems too change my enemy’s delight and sense of opportunity. Maybe that’s why I have a difficult time remembering when God told me to stop being a wuss, walk right up to sin and meet it face-to-face.

He never did.

In all of His recorded words to us, never once does Jesus prod us to walk up to sin and prove we’re bigger than it. Simply put, this was a recipe for failure. If we take inventory of our lives, haven’t we proven as much ten times over? 

Instead, Jesus is fairly open when it comes to our strategy. Tuck tail and run. And don’t look back. Themes of vigilance and being proactive about avoiding our vulnerabilities are woven throughout Scripture.

“Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Come near to God and He will come near to you.”  —James 4:7-8

In other words, if you’re just going to pitch a tent for the enemy, don’t be surprised if he walks up to your campfire. Enough said.

“If your right eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell.”—Matthew 5:29

Whenever I’ve read, heard or studied this teaching in the past, I always rested on the comfort that Jesus was speaking metaphorically here. While I still maintain that point, I don’t think I should rest on it anymore.

A couple things emerge here. First, notice Jesus is awfully specific, mentioning our “right eye.” Peculiar, isn’t it? When the topic is sin, it’s easy to lose ourselves in generalities, but exact details can be more painful. Pretty soon, I’m talking about the world’s struggle with some sin and, in the process, forgetting about my struggle with it. Very convenient…and equally unproductive.

I’m hearing Jesus say, to all those who are genuinely serious about escaping the clutches of a sin, “Be precise, exact and honest in your fight.”

Second—and this is totally consistent with Jesus’ teaching—notice the immediacy and the dramatic plan of action. He knows us; He knows our tendencies. How often do we try to wean ourselves away from sin? Doesn’t always work too well, does it?

Just surf God’s instruction manual. Don’t lie, big or small. Don’t even harbor a hint of sexual immorality. If you need to forgive, do that first—and do it now. Jesus is straight-forward in pushing for an immediate, clean cut from anything which threatens to drag us from our Protector.

“Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold.” —Ephesians 4:26-27

Or a syringe loaded with your sin du jour.

Broken Glass

Monday, 19. October 2009 by Dan Ryan

I didn’t even realize it.

Honestly, I like to think of myself as a fairly self-aware person. To study human nature, to ask why we do the things we do—I find that stuff fascinating. And my biggest case study would have to be…me.

It only makes sense, right? I’m constantly around myself, so I have years of data. I’m not prepared to say I have myself figured out, but I do feel like I have a decent working idea of what makes me tick. I have a good pulse on my passions, my fears, weaknesses and strengths. 

But a couple weeks ago, something small happened to me that made me call all of this into question. During one of my geometry classes, we were chatting about parallel lines. Apparently, I was making some grand gesture with my right hand when it collided with my glass of water I’d placed on a nearby cart.

I swear that what happened next occurred in some dimension of extreme slow motion. The glass fell about 4 feet to the tile floor below, survived the initial landing, and then proceeded to hop about a foot in the air before splintering upon second impact. Go figure. 

I hurriedly scrambled to pick up all the shards of glass and drop them in the garbage can, eager to get back to parallel lines and away from my clumsiness. Several minutes later, I noticed that my piece of chalk was feeling sticky to the touch.

I looked down and realized that my thumb had been bleeding, presumably since I had picked up the pieces of glass. All this time, I hadn’t even realized I was bleeding. Neither had any of my students noticed.

A couple days later, I was listening to a message about the Pharisees. While I do think the Pharisees get a bum rap, the speaker did say something scary about the Pharisees:

“They were spiritually dead, and they didn’t even realize it.”

Do those last words chill you? When I heard them, they frightened me a little—not because of the Pharisees’ condition, but because of my own. I mean, if I can be physically bleeding and not realize it, then surely I can be spiritually dead in some areas of my life and not even realize that, either.

It’s like the story of David and Bethsheba. Basically, David lusts after his neighbor’s wife, sleeps with her, she becomes pregnant and David has her husband murdered in a last-ditch effort to cover up the whole mess. Here’s where we pick up the story.

God sends the neighborhood prophet, Nathan, to confront David. So Nathan spins this parable about a rich man who hosted a traveler. Instead of preparing a lamb from his own flock, the tycoon decides instead to take the one lamb belonging to his poor neighbor and prepare it for the meal. Well, David bites—hook, line and sinker.

“David burned with anger against the man and said to Nathan, ‘As surely as the Lord lives, the man who did this deserves to die! He must pay for that lamb 4 times over, because he did such a thing and had no pity.

Then Nathan said to David, ‘You are the man!’ ”  —2nd Samuel 12:5-7

Oops.

Sometimes we can be so close to a situation that we’re not able to see it for what it truly is. No red light goes off because the way we are, it’s all we’ve known. If our story ended here, though, this would be rather depressing. We would walk into the rest of our week feeling powerless and nobody would blame us.

God’s answer is simple in theory, but a little uncomfortable in execution.

“Wounds from a friend can be trusted, but an enemy multiplies kisses.”—Proverbs 27:6

Each of us has friends, companions with our best interests at heart. But by itself, that is not enough. Remember my students didn’t notice me bleeding, either, until I mentioned something.

Translation: we probably need to be intentional about seeking out these people and purposefully inviting them to watch, to look for the shortcomings, behaviors or words we will miss. For example, I really felt the Spirit telling me to gather one student from each of my classes—someone who knows both me and who I want to be—and I’ve asked them to watch for the stuff I miss. They will tell me when I’ve pushed too hard, been too sarcastic or fallen short in this quest to be Jesus-like. So that’s what I did last week.

In Psalm 141, the writer asks God to put those people in his life. He compares their advice and rebukes to “oil on my head,” a sacred Jewish tradition reserved for the guest of honor at a feast. Wow…what a mindset. The psalm’s author?

David.

Today, Part 1

Wednesday, 07. October 2009 by Dan Ryan

You and I are Batman.

Now hear me out on this one. Because if I can find the right words to pull this off, I believe I’ll have shared the most pivotal lesson God has taught me in the past year.

When I was little, I remember watching the TV show version of Batman. Sometimes Bruce Wayne would spot the Bat-light knifing through the night sky high above Gotham’s skyline, signaling the need for everyone’s favorite Caped Crusader. Other times, a bright red phone in Bruce’s mansion would light up, indicating that the police chief (Commissioner Gordon) was calling Batman directly. 

Well, sometimes God speaks through circumstances, other times through music. Sometimes through messengers dressed as humans. I suppose these and others would represent the Bat-lights in our life, noticeable only if we’re looking for them.

And sometimes He just picks up the phone and uses His direct line to reach us.

Such was the case for me last Sunday. Just after communion, I was sitting in church…just trying to listen, I guess. Ever the teacher, Jesus decided this was the day. And in a single moment, things burst into clarity.

As I said, we had just finished with communion. My mind drifted back to the days leading up to Jesus’ life-saving death. Eight days later, I couldn’t tell you how my mind arrived at one particular scene (other than Jesus taking my mind there), but here’s where I found myself:

“Simon, Simon, Satan has asked to sift you as wheat. But I have prayed for you, Simon, that your faith may not fail.”  —Luke 22:31-32

For whatever reason, I couldn’t shake that scene. Now I see that I couldn’t shake that moment because Jesus was using His direct line. I listened as my Teacher turned the hidden into the obvious. He called me directly, and it went something like this:

“Dan, let Me get this straight. You’ve heard people talk about how the Bible is still happening, which is highly cool to you. So cool that you’ve talked to other people about how it’s still happening—including this very week—right?

So how is it that, when you read this story, you read it as one isolated event in history? It’s powerful to you that I would fight for Peter like that, and it should be! What ever made you think that I am not doing the same for you? Today. What led you to believe I am not fighting for you the same way? Today.”                                   

How could I not have realized this? To be honest, I wasn’t nearly as bothered by my oversight as I was empowered by the discovery and its timing. How long this will last, I’m not sure. But 8 days later, I can tell you His words have definitely changed me so far.

To know that the God I’m trying to follow, to know He is fighting for me today—this brings hope into my discouragement. Over the past week, possibility has actually trumped despair. Yeah, I can write about all of this, but that doesn’t do this past week justice.

Oh, I almost forgot the end of the story. In that scene, Jesus leaves Peter with these words:

“And when you have turned back, strengthen your brothers.”  —Luke 22:32

So I suppose that’s what I’m attempting right now. Maybe He wanted one of you out there to know the same thing, to discover you have a God who is fighting for you this very day. And tomorrow, He’s going to do it all over again. This was no single, one-time gesture reserved for Peter; it was one preserved for you.

For me, simply put, that changes things.

Born To Run

Monday, 28. September 2009 by Dan Ryan

When Neil Armstrong took that first step on the moon, I was…

Not alive yet. 

We always remember where we were when history interrupts our lives, don’t we? We remember what we were doing. And more to today’s point, we remember who we were with at the time.

Now last week, nobody landed on the moon, but I did get to witness history (at least in my book), nonetheless. On a drizzly Sunday evening in the great city of Chicago, 7 of my friends and I converged on the United Center for the Bruce Springsteen concert that night. And while this would mark my 10th Springsteen show, this concert was guaranteed to be markedly different from any of the previous nine.

For starters, more often than not, I attend these shows by myself. But for some reason (unknown to me at the time), I got caught up in the fever of the moment and bought 8 tickets as soon as they went on sale in July. As concert night approached, I became very aware of this heightened anticipation building within me.

To have 7 friends in the house with me, this was going to be different in a way which words can’t seem to do justice. And sitting in the UC before the show, it definitely was. I could feel the simple power of shared experience. I liked it. That time served as yet another reminder that the most beautiful things in this world can rarely be explained. So to Ann, Austin, Ben, Ken, Luke, Ron, and Ty, thanks for a great memory.

Also, for the first time in history, Bruce and his band were going to play the entire “Born to Run” album—probably their most famous, defining contribution to rock ‘n’ roll—from beginning to end. With the whole arena shrouded in darkness, Bruce walked underneath the burn of a solitary spotlight, harmonica in hand. He began to introduce the legendary album which saved the band’s careers from an early death.

The currents of freedom, adventure, the romanticism of the open road flow strongly throughout Born to Run, both song and album. As the UC’s house lights sprang to life and 24,000 people followed suit, my mind drifted back to what Bruce once said about the evolution of Born to Run, an anthem he penned when he was 24:

“I guess when I wrote this song, I was writing about a guy and a girl who wanted to run and keep on running. And that was a nice, romantic idea. But I realized that after I put all those people in all those cars, I was going to have to figure out some place for them to go.

And I realized that in the end, I guess that individual freedom—when it’s not connected to some sort of community or friends or the world outside—it ends up feeling pretty meaningless. So this is a song about 2 people trying to find their way home.”

For you and me, there are profound truths to be mined from these words. In His brilliance, God wired us to be communal, relational creatures to the core. In our most self-aware moments, we notice how we usually come alive in interdependent situations and treasure one of His greatest gifts—good company for this journey.

“A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity.” —Proverbs 17:17

Fellowship. Togetherness. The need to be a part of something bigger than me. Friends, this is powerful stuff; these emotions are fundamental to our core.

“A man of many companions may come to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.”  —Proverbs 18:24

So this week, may we reconnect with the simple power of having an inner circle of friends, brothers and sisters. May we meaningfully pause to throw some gratitude the way of our God, Creator of that inner circle, giver of that inner circle.

And member of that inner circle.